Need to do something.

I.. don't know what to blog about tonight. So, goodnight!

I think I'll tutor English as well.

I'll charge $50 per month.

Subjects: Chemistry, English and Mathematics D.

3 hours per week for each subject. That sounds about nice. I think. Do you think I should add more? So, 9 hours per week.. maybe I should drop one, haha.

Now all I have to do is talk to a few teachers, allocate the time, buy some books, brush up on my knowledge and give my parents my answer. I think I'll be fine. This tuition stuff isn't as difficult as I thought it was (I know I'll regret saying this later but who cares~).

I'll be starting my cross-country training tomorrow from 2pm, so to anyone who wishes to join me, be my guest.

P/s: I think I'm obsessed with chess. I just can't seem to get it out of my head. ;) I think that that's a good thing, I've always had a bit of a problem with patience. Maybe this is a chance for me to improve myself.

I could make a lot of money.

Yesterday, my dad asked me if I would like to tutor a few of his friends' sons and daughters for O'Levels. I told him that I could only teach maybe 5 at maximum and that I'll think about it. He asked me to think fast, haha.

Anyway, they want to take Maths and English, maybe Chemistry too. I would gladly teach them Maths but I think it'll be difficult as hell teaching English to.. to.. you know. I love English, I do. My favourite language by a long shot. I also think that I'm very good at it. ;)

Chemistry.. I think I could teach that. I mean, I'm taking June. It's like what Mr. Soh would always say, "the best way to learn is to teach".

So, maybe I should just tutor them Chemistry and Maths but English.. nah, I'll just stick to the two.

Next problem, what to teach them..? Should I teach them from scratch? What do I ask them to refer to. I think I need Chemistry past year-papers as well as notes. Man, I haven't even started and I'm already suffocating!

Maths will be a piece of cake to teach, hahaha. I mean come on, it's not Additional Mathematics!

Money, money, money. How much should I charge? I'm not that great so I think it should be around $30-$50 per subject? Less? More? How much would a normal tuition fee cost? I wouldn't know, I never took any.

I think I should ask a few friends for help. As well as a few teachers for guidance. Plus, I could always say no if I think it's not worth my time. ;)

Thursday is here again.

March pass practice again this morning and I daresay we were awesome. :D The most conflicted group among all others. One half was singing wholeheartedly while the other was screaming for them to shut up. It was so beautiful, haha. It was also so hot.

We began sweating even before we marched.

Oh, the MP List for 2009/2010 came out. I'm not sure who made it because I went back at 12pm but congratulations to those that made the list and condolences to those who didn't. It's not the end of the world, trust me. Plus, you could always give us a helping hand whenever you want.

Cross-country training.

28th February, 2009. I think I speak on behalf of the majority of PU1s that we are unfit because I am.

To prepare for the accursed event, I tried to do a dry run. Let me emphasize TRIED.

I managed to follow 1km into the new route with Zulfikar as my guide initially but I got lost and breathless when I told him to go on without me. So I made a different turn from Pizza Hut and made my way back to school. So, in total I jogged about 2km or so. 2km. The whole route is 7.2km in total. I can't even go on beyond 2km. :(

I was supposed to play basketball with Lawrence when I did my jog. I guess I just wasn't in the mood to play basketball so I kind of ditched him for Zul, haha. I'm sorry Lawrence or Lawrance (according to your I.C.) but you did 'borrow' my ball without permission so I think we're even.

I also, apparently, spoiled Zeerul's day by spoiling his chess games. I'm sorry, I was just so bored and restless. Plus, you didn't let me get a go at it.

Chess, I want to improve my playing but I don't know how.

Cross-country, I know how to improve but I don't know if I can keep it up. I'll just keep jogging (would running work better?) from today until the 28th.

Oh, I also played futsal after my run. I scored a lot. :D To the point that my teammates started to get annoyed with me. I seem to annoy a lot of people today.

Brunei Darussalam's 25th National Day is coming and the our march pass looked like crap. ;D It was perfect at first, from our rest area to the stadium. It started to stink when we entered the stadium, we all lost our beat and rhythm.

I don't wish to offend anyone but the performance loooks boring. Seriously. Sorry!

P/s: Faruq just got his first chicken pox! I think, haha. I'm not sure. Heck, I don't even know. Just get the week over with and I'll see you next week! You're lucky you're out school and the march pass.

It's been a while.

Just like seeing a bridge you've been building all your life collapse right in front of you from the lightest breeze, that's how I feel.

How could you do that to us?

School, I'm seriously behind on homework. I'm glad that next week will be school free. I'm just depressed that we'll be spending it standing in the bright scorching sun.

Friends, sometimes some things in these world are better left unspoken.

I'm beginning to question my role in their lives as well as theirs in mine. I feel as if I'm not even worth their time. They treat me as if I am a stranger.

To the council, my words seems to mean nothing to you. I suggest an idea and you act as if I'm not even there, screw you. I'll make my own environmental campaign.

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"You're black!"

You aren't that white either.

Screw the speech idea.

I'll deliver it on saturday. :D Can't really blog anything at the moment.

I spend four hours searching for the biology text book around Brunei and guess what? No bookstore has any stock of it!

So, how am I going to explain that to that devil-haired Chinese?