A mistake?

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Okay, so now I really, really want to change back my relationship status on facebook, haha. Apparently, it's giving the opposite of my desired effect.

What I wanted was for people to get off my back but then, more people are actually starting to pester me about it. But I've gone too far, guess I just have to stick with it, haha. Who knows, I might weather the storm in due time and maybe that's when the effect will kick in.

To everyone, I am sorry :)

So, on a lighter note, there'll be this JIS scholarship talk today and yeah, I just woke up, HAHA. Zirah, why, oh why am I still waking up at 12pm eventhough I slept at 12am? If that was the case, I should've just slept at 5.30am, I'll still wake up at 12pm, haha.

I don't want to go to the talk. :s

Mostly because I have better things to do and partly because I won't even consider the move anyway. Why damn myself to be a teacher when I still have a lot of opportunities in front of me?

So yeah, I am now officially motivated to study. School's still out and scholarship results are in the open, I guess I have nothing else to lose other than my future, so what the hell?

A neurosurgeon, a biologist, an engineer, a teacher, whatever. It doesn't matter what I want to be because I will still have to study, haha apakan.

Success, here I come. ;)

Oh, yeah. I want to maybe start this group of people where we'll devote ourselves to studying outside school. A band of nerds? ;p

No, this group won't just be studying, we'll live the subjects, we'll live our lives. We will study and we will enjoy it, haha. Yeah, corny, so what? ;)

I am not too nice. I am sincere whenever I offer my help and please do not question me.

One of those guys.

Monday, June 29, 2009

I would give anything, anything at all, to be just like all those other guys.

I don't give a damn if that makes me common but I just hate being different. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it!

Umm.. yeah.

So uh, haha, I really want to talk about something so badly but I just can't put it into words.

Okay, maybe next time.

Good Lord.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

I was kinda bored so I decided to change my blog layout. Like it? ;)

I want to write about stuff but nothing is coming out so I guess that's about it. Say something on my tagboard, o' invisible readers :)

Okay, maybe I have something to say.

I hate my life :)

Nah, just kidding, I have nothing to say...

Okay, maybe I do have something on my mind, haha.

Atu, something is bothering me.

Yeah, that's all, haha.