Exhausted.

I managed to sell more than half of Cici's Shepherd's Pie and Zah's Batik Cake with our very own aspiring salesgirl, Aqilah Ariffin! Eventhough you kept taking over my jobs and pushing me closer and closer to the drain, it was fun seeing you make a fool enjoying yourself ;)

It's deja vu all over again today as this was my third consecutive year to qualify for the 100m race but didn't run. On my defence, I was busy running the MP Cafe to care and I just knew that I was selected that morning. So sorry Laksaman, that's why we lost. But not to worry, I have a fool-proof idea on how we're going to win back the title next year! Interested? Tag me.

It's easy to say that MP Cafe was a total success. We managed to raise.. a lot of money. I'm not sure how much but it a sight to behold. Most of it came from the drinks we sold. They sold out in minutes!

Today gave me an ephipany of what we should sell at the MS Carnival in August. :)

So, after the whole event ended, the student council members made up for lost time by running our own races. I got silver for both 100m and 400m. I could've easily won gold for both if I really wanted to but I didn't want to, so I settled for second place since I've always preferred being second best. It takes the attention off you but you know that you're better than most of the rest ;).

PPB planned to go for swimming afterwards, Malcolm invited me for tennis and Dinie asked me to accompany him play squash. I decided to turn all of them down and just head home for a few hours of shut eye. It didn't even take me a few minutes in the car to pass out. Must've been due to the bloody heat and me standing all morning. That and the fact that I've only slept for 8 hours for the past two days, I think I almost fainted. My head was all ditzy and aching, my breathe out of tempo and my eyes unfocused. I'm glad I made it home and managed to wash away all my sweat before dozing off into heavenly bliss on the black couch. I ended up regretting it later with a pain in my neck.

I'm starting to love being back early from school. This is frightening. I'm also starting to get addicted to Zah's Vico Cake, American Idol and Australian Next Top Model (what the hell?). Skins too, haha. Not for kids below Pre-U. ;)

Let it rock.

I'm currently obsessed with football and we all know that obsession is never a good thing. It's endlessly taking up my valuable free time and honestly, I've been ignoring my school work for it. Is there a cure for this sickness? Because I need serious help.

Alright, it's been awhile since I've done this. I know I haven't updated for a long while now and I'm sorry, it's not because I'm too busy or anything but it's just because I don't know what to say. I mean, I'm speechless. My life is as lively as a funeral. People have more fun in a cemetery!

So that's the reason why I've been trying to avoid school as much as I can. I went back early (at 12.30pm) on Saturday (for the first time in 3 years!) and I decided not to go to school on yesterday. Why? Officially, it's because I had a headache. Honestly, I just didn't feel like going, haha. Who knew that in my early departure and absence that I would miss a lot. I'm not talking about my studies (I'm not THAT nerdy) but about social stuff like gossips, futsal, hanging out, those kind of stuff.

Somehow, I want to be apart of everything. I just want to be there when something happens. I need to know. I'm curious by nature, that's why I love reading. The source behind my love for a good story, my love for history, my love for science. What was I talking about again?

I really, really don't want to miss a thing. Aerosmith was right on the money when he wrote that song.

I got new spectacles tonight. My parents bought them at Giant. No, it's not the usual $10 (from the price of $12) ones with those painted rims. No, this one is an Armani. Yes, for once my glasses are branded. :) It's not what you think. It doesn't cost hundreds of dollars, it just costs $18, haha :) How do I keep getting all these stuff with these outrageous prices?! Giant, of course. Where else?

I wish I could be
As cruel as you
And I wish I could say
The things you do
But I can't and I won't live a lie
No, not this time.

It's different now.

Things have changed. For better or for worse, it has changed.

I'm not emo.

Ayyub told me that I'm emo. HAHA.

Anyway, last night was stupid.

I was too tired, too sleepy and a little too cramped to go but no, I had to go. I was forced and I had to comply.

So I went. And I wasted my time trying to stay awake.

I arrived home at 6pm and straight away I was limping back into the car.

The whole ceremony ended at 11pm.

I was brain-dead by the time I got home.

The very reason why I overslept and woke up at 7.49am. I was late for the band and yeah.

Instruments arrived a few days ago but no flutes. They said it'll come by the end of April :(

That's about it. I don't know what else to say, haha.

Spain, here I come.

I made up my mind, I'll be living in Spain once I'm done with Brunei :)

If that can't happen, I'll just live in Denmark or France. I'm also going to start learning French and Spanish ;)

I've always loved Spain.

Anyway, the MS Futsal League which I organized started today and my team lost :( 2-1 to Outsyders Alpha but that doesn't matter. Not yet anyway.

But everything comes with a price and my price for making this league was that I missed out a very important meeting with the principal. I'm sorry Ummi but I had to be there :(

Now I have to make a decision. A very important decision - and I say no. I will not cut my hair. Not until June :D

Okay, since tonight I'm a little free because I don't have to think about any proposals so I'm going to reorganize my life :) I've got additional responsibilities and they just can't fit in to my current schedule.

I'm a Z-Class. I know some of you says that we're nerds, geeks. You may say that we have no life but in reality, we're having the time of our lives. Every single moment of our lives is filled with something to do and there's never a dull moment. Seriously. You people are the ones who have no life ;)

Me, Tawa and Syahmi fixed the broken chairs in the Counseling Room and wow, it was fun. :D We'll try to fix the sofa tomorrow but we're not sure where to get the materials from so I was thinking of bringing something from home. I'll ask the rest to help along.

I don't want to go Squash tomorrow. I'm too tired and there's too many homework and projects for me to do. I think I'm gonna skip to the counseling room, haha.

AND no, I don't think I have time for a girl in life at the moment. HAHA. Just wanted to say that out loud. Hope I get paid tonight.